-..- ngik ngok

hhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzz
ini saking apanya cba sampe bisa ngepos laggi disiniiiii -______________________-"
ngangguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrr bgt
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ditinggal pinyo tidur.. mbak tik tidur.
mama papa thomas pergiiiii
hell-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mau sama siapa ini akuuuuu haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -_______________________-"
bosen banget ya Tuhaaaannnn...
tapi mau bangunin pinyo juga ndak tega :""""""""""(

P.I.N.Y.O my super spoiled boy

okeeee there is no more pak ogah buuuuuutttttttt.........
I HAVE PINYOO NOOOOOOWWWW !!! Sweet pinyyoooo :)))))))))))

i love him and that's all i need to know :')

he comes again :")

okay. what should i say now? i just too much much much excited. :3
It begins when.......

Yesterday, I really don't know why I want to turn my facebook online. It's unusually.

It's 1.30 am wheeeeeennnnn...
PING !!
there's a message for me.. I don't really care because I think it was from the boys who always chat me.
But wait, what the hell is wrong with it? It says "Dwi message you"
Dwi????? Which Dwi?????? God...
I try to not give too much expectation with it. There's could be Dwi Andika, Dwi Raharja, Dwi Putra, and more..
But...
Oh my God ! NO ! It was him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's my "Dwi Pudji" :""""""))))))))))
You can imagine how "sunshiny" i am hahahhaha
 

 

hahahaha... he still calls me with "nyil" :)
Then,

 

hmm.. he's always make me to think hard about the next question I've to ask him hhrrgghh !!!
Then, I think I have to apologize to him...about.... bbm ! I've deleted his contact :(
But you know ?? It's damn fucking hard. The hardest thing I've to do....
I write and arrange the sentences - delete it - write and rearrange - delete - write again - delete again - over and over..... until I push the enter button *okay.kill me now (-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩__-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩)

huuuufffhhh... slow downn.. take a deep breath...

Okay. one more. One more my stupidity ... cekidot

yaaayaayaaaa... that's our small stupid conversation hahahaha..
But, I think it's the one and only my serious conversation with him. I never feel like this before..
Hmm but yeaaaa.. like usually , I like it...
he still make it pretty awesome when he reminds me to have a good time of sleep. I realize.... he doesn't change. NEVER . It's only my mind that makes him look like he's change.. :")

I love him still. whole-hearted <3
:"""")

me plus you

5 July 2011

God, it has been 2 months.......... but still, i can't forget him...
he's too sweet to forget i think hehehe :)
DWI
what else can I expect from you boy??
but whyyyyyyyyyy why are u still runnin spinnin in my head ?
DWI
maybe it's just my imagination...
maybe it's only my dream . yeeeaaa imma  "overconfident" person maybe.. maybe..........
DWI
don't you know....
don't you know how much desperately i'm missing you :(
how much i miss the time we laugh together..........
how much i miss you boost up my mood every night.. everytime you call me "unyil" , "adek kecil" . you know? So many people just call me like that, but i don't know why it sounds so damn special from ur lips...
Hahaha , i just remembered when you call me "unyil" in front of ur friends, and they just look like "hey, are you okay dwi?  do you know her before?"
God , please I can't stand of this too long :"(

DWI
don't you know how much it hurts when my friend just tell me that she has been bbm-ing with you..........
you know how it feels??????
that's the MOST PAINFUL feeling I've ever feel.
sometimes i'm tired using my poker face.
but what else can I do besides showing my smile and hiding all these pain deep inside my heart?
yeeeaaaa you know it's like.......... i wanna punch my friend everytime she tells me that she'd already bbm-ing with you. but ya ya yaaaaaaaaa.... i can't do that -______________-" she's my bestfriend still... and i know she won't like you. buuutttttttt...................................... :""""(((((((((((((((((((((((
you're such a good guy. what if.........................................
what if my friend leave her bf and just turn into you? :""""((((((
like i did when i leave my bf for you

DWI DWI DWI
i love you. how can I tell you that I miss you like crazy.....

DWIIIIIIIIIIIII
where are you :"(

amiiicuuuu :*

 

When the rain is blowing in your face
and the whole world is on your case

I could offer you awarm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows,and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

<3

i can't stand of this fuckin broken heart for too long . help me :(

he'd already fix my broken heart. then he broke it . torn it into a pieces.

DWIK ELLEEEEKK !!!!!!!!!!!!