-..- ngik ngok

hhhhhhhhzzzzzzzzz
ini saking apanya cba sampe bisa ngepos laggi disiniiiii -______________________-"
ngangguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrr bgt
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ditinggal pinyo tidur.. mbak tik tidur.
mama papa thomas pergiiiii
hell-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mau sama siapa ini akuuuuu haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -_______________________-"
bosen banget ya Tuhaaaannnn...
tapi mau bangunin pinyo juga ndak tega :""""""""""(

P.I.N.Y.O my super spoiled boy

okeeee there is no more pak ogah buuuuuutttttttt.........
I HAVE PINYOO NOOOOOOWWWW !!! Sweet pinyyoooo :)))))))))))

i love him and that's all i need to know :')

he comes again :")

okay. what should i say now? i just too much much much excited. :3
It begins when.......

Yesterday, I really don't know why I want to turn my facebook online. It's unusually.

It's 1.30 am wheeeeeennnnn...
PING !!
there's a message for me.. I don't really care because I think it was from the boys who always chat me.
But wait, what the hell is wrong with it? It says "Dwi message you"
Dwi????? Which Dwi?????? God...
I try to not give too much expectation with it. There's could be Dwi Andika, Dwi Raharja, Dwi Putra, and more..
But...
Oh my God ! NO ! It was him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's my "Dwi Pudji" :""""""))))))))))
You can imagine how "sunshiny" i am hahahhaha
 

 

hahahaha... he still calls me with "nyil" :)
Then,

 

hmm.. he's always make me to think hard about the next question I've to ask him hhrrgghh !!!
Then, I think I have to apologize to him...about.... bbm ! I've deleted his contact :(
But you know ?? It's damn fucking hard. The hardest thing I've to do....
I write and arrange the sentences - delete it - write and rearrange - delete - write again - delete again - over and over..... until I push the enter button *okay.kill me now (-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩__-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩)

huuuufffhhh... slow downn.. take a deep breath...

Okay. one more. One more my stupidity ... cekidot

yaaayaayaaaa... that's our small stupid conversation hahahaha..
But, I think it's the one and only my serious conversation with him. I never feel like this before..
Hmm but yeaaaa.. like usually , I like it...
he still make it pretty awesome when he reminds me to have a good time of sleep. I realize.... he doesn't change. NEVER . It's only my mind that makes him look like he's change.. :")

I love him still. whole-hearted <3
:"""")

me plus you

5 July 2011

God, it has been 2 months.......... but still, i can't forget him...
he's too sweet to forget i think hehehe :)
DWI
what else can I expect from you boy??
but whyyyyyyyyyy why are u still runnin spinnin in my head ?
DWI
maybe it's just my imagination...
maybe it's only my dream . yeeeaaa imma  "overconfident" person maybe.. maybe..........
DWI
don't you know....
don't you know how much desperately i'm missing you :(
how much i miss the time we laugh together..........
how much i miss you boost up my mood every night.. everytime you call me "unyil" , "adek kecil" . you know? So many people just call me like that, but i don't know why it sounds so damn special from ur lips...
Hahaha , i just remembered when you call me "unyil" in front of ur friends, and they just look like "hey, are you okay dwi?  do you know her before?"
God , please I can't stand of this too long :"(

DWI
don't you know how much it hurts when my friend just tell me that she has been bbm-ing with you..........
you know how it feels??????
that's the MOST PAINFUL feeling I've ever feel.
sometimes i'm tired using my poker face.
but what else can I do besides showing my smile and hiding all these pain deep inside my heart?
yeeeaaaa you know it's like.......... i wanna punch my friend everytime she tells me that she'd already bbm-ing with you. but ya ya yaaaaaaaaa.... i can't do that -______________-" she's my bestfriend still... and i know she won't like you. buuutttttttt...................................... :""""(((((((((((((((((((((((
you're such a good guy. what if.........................................
what if my friend leave her bf and just turn into you? :""""((((((
like i did when i leave my bf for you

DWI DWI DWI
i love you. how can I tell you that I miss you like crazy.....

DWIIIIIIIIIIIII
where are you :"(

amiiicuuuu :*

 

When the rain is blowing in your face
and the whole world is on your case

I could offer you awarm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows,and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love

<3

i can't stand of this fuckin broken heart for too long . help me :(

he'd already fix my broken heart. then he broke it . torn it into a pieces.

DWIK ELLEEEEKK !!!!!!!!!!!!

halo pak ogah ! kamu semakin hari semakin jengkelin  ya. enek lama2 liat mukamu EEEERRRRRRGGHH

BRAIN STUCK !

halohalohalohalohhaaaaa.......
tau nggak tadi pagi aku ketemu duwik elek.
hahahahahaha *lha terus opo'o

eh ntar hari jumat sampek minggu mau ada camp. Kira2 seru gg ya?
hmmmmmmm bingung bingung bingung :/

there could be another unyil who has replaced me :(

Pak ogaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh..
jahat jahat jahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
km udah nemu unyil yang baru ya?
cantik enggaaak? :"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
pak ogah jahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

unyilnyilnyil

it was only just a dream yeeaahhh :l

tau gg kemaren aku mimpi sampek nangis . hahaha geje .

jadi aku ituu mimpi giniii...

ceritanya khan aku lagi pergi ke mall sama mamaku khan .. terus aku liat dia sama cewek kerudungan . uuuuhhh sapa coba huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu :(

nah teruuuusss aku nangis... eh tapiii waktu aku mau pulang dia muncul terus nyapa akuu 'unyiiill...' gituuuu

:">

terus khan aku tanya "Lho mas takkirain kamu udah pulang..."

dia jawab "ya enggak lah aku lho nungguin kamu nyil.." aw aw aw :">

teyuuuuss aku tanya lagii "emang tadi kamu sama sapa mz? cewekmu ya itu?" *sambil mewek*

eh dia bilang bukan.... dia bilang kalo cewek itu tadi cuma tmen deketnya waktu SMA.. terus dia gandeng aku,, jalan2 bareng hahahahahahahaha *kl yg ini khayal abis*

hmmm... ngmg2 masalah gandeng menggandeng aku jadi inget dlu dia pernah bilang kalo tanganku kecil.. terus bilang tukeran tangan, terus dia juga bilang ,"mau nyoba tanganku tha?" hahahahahahahahahahha maksudnya lho apa cobaakk.. dasar hahok... huahahahahahahahahahahaha

tapi lho lebay ciiagg.. masa mimpi dia sama cewek lain aja bangun2 mataku udah sembab. ini yang gila siapa? -____-"

hmmm... seandainyaaaaaa jadi kenyataan.. bukan yang dia sama cewek >:O tapi yang aku sama dia jalan bareng terus dia gandeng tanganku hiihihihihihihihihi... 

eh btw kalo misalnya dia baca ini gimanna ya? gg mungkin khan ya????? mampus aja kl dia baca -__________-"

eh beneran gg bisa khan kalo gg tau alamat blog ku? gg bisa di search di google khan??? :O

Dear YOU . my lovely senior . my silly DPRSP

hey mz... mumpung disini gg ada yang bisa baca, jadi aku ngomongnya dsini aja hahahahaha :D
abisnyaaa lhoooo tau gg sih .. klo di bbm ato di fb itu mau ngechat km susahnya nauzubillah... -___-" banyak sih topiknyaa.. tapi gg tau kenapa buat ngetik plus neken enter itu susahnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa minta ampun . #kayang-salto-jumpalitan

hahaha gg ngerti deh kenapa ya tapi believe it or not. aku kyk gini cm sm km. sama yg lainnya lho biasa ajaaaaa.. embo tha.

eh ngmg2 ya mz.. kenapa aku bisa se kamjin sama km (?) tanya kenapa (?) emang siapa yang masukin aku ke kamjin ? -___________-" matanya buta kali ya tu orang .. masa gg bisa liat aku kecil gini.. gg pinter ngmg, eeeehhh dimasukkin kamjin,, sing nggenah ae.. hahhahahaha

mz d**, kangen deh sm km mz... kangen sm guyonan2mu yg sebenernya gg lucu tapi malah bikin orang ngakak sampek pipis2 hahaha .. pengen deh ngulangin itu semua.. pengen tiap malem online, nungguin kamu, terus kamu cari2 topik biar bs chatting sm aku :""( kenapa sih sekarang enggak? km dah nemu maba cantik ya mz? huhuhuhuhuhu :( jahat !

terus kenapa coba kita sering banget samaan kostum? jgn2 km taruh cctv d kamarku yah? jadi km tau aku kekampus pake baju apa warna apa.. haha ngaku gg hayooooooooo... :p
ya Allah mz kangen sumpah :"(

ya maaf ya mz kalo misalnya aku terlalu sombong ato jual mahal ato gengsi ato apalah itu namanyaaa.. tapi seriously, itu bukan sombong.. SERIUS itu gueh MALUUUUUU :3 yah semoga aja km gg negative thinking ke aku nya mz.. :(
mz d*i (km selalu seneng khan kalo namanya dipanggil dgn benar.. meskipun aku mbok panggil unyil. nakalan!-___-") bisa gg sih ya kita gg usah diem2an kyk gini lagi? hahok tau gg..

o iyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa km lho janji katanya mau minta aku temenin km nge-band, km lhooooo janji mau beliin gorengan pak ilyas, manaaaaaaa? huuuuhhh malesin malesin malesiiiiiiiinnnn :3

unspoken words

nothing but.............

SUPER DUPER EXTREMELY MISS MY D.P.R.S.P

I WANT HIM SO DAMN MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BRING HIM BACK BRING HIM BACK BRIG HIM BACK !!!!!!!

~U.N.Y.I.L

CA(C)AD (?)

alkisah di suatu kampus Arsitektur ITS , tanggal 3 Mei 2011 pukul 13.54 , ada seorang putri cantik jelita sedang terjebak dalam suatu laboratorium komputasi. Ya.... it's me *winkwink* hahahahhaha -________-"

tau gg sih... ini khan ada tugas ya... disuruh cari bangunan buat dibikin lagi pakek revit. nah nah naaaahhh... aku udah milih bangunan .. namanya River of Death and Discovery Dinosaur  Museum (dengan pedenya)
teruuussss sekarang masalahnyaaa...... bikinnya gimana? buset susaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :"(

hmmm... bingung bingung bingung ini diapain tugasnyaaaa.... aahh tahikuchink deehhhhhhhh .
ganti bangunan boleh gg??
pak irvaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn....

hey . i miss you already

okeeyy ini udah jam setengah 2 yaaaa tapi mata gg mau merem. mana pulsa gg masuk2.. langganan BB abis.. mati gaya deh yaaaa...

hmmm... bingung mau ngmg apa.. cerita apa? enaknya apa?
........................................................................................
oh iya ! besok itu ada mamnu (Malam Anugerah) di kampyuus... tapi masi galau mau dateng apa gg... hff.. temen2 banyakan yg jadi panitia hari budaya. garing dong yaa kalo ke Mamnu cuma berdua apa bertiga... lalalalalalalalalalalala... berkhayal dulu ya.. seandainyaaaaaaaaaaaa ada yg mau ngajakkk... like Cinderella Story . hahaha :p

Ya Tuhaaannn heran deh yaaa.. kadang2 aku pengen jadi cewek lenjeh dikiiiitt aja... gg terlalu gengsian. terlalu jual mahal juga kadang2 malah menjerumuskan -_______________-" coba kalo waktu itu aku lenjeh, pasti sekarang masi chat, bbman. bodo emang ines yaaa.. bego!

khan bingung mau ngmg apa lagii... tapi pulsa gg masuk2.. aaaahhhhh ciiiyuuukkksss banjets deh

oh iya lupa mau curhat lagi.
masalah mantan. deh ! sumpah demi apaaaa ya Allaaah ganggu bgt :( tapi kenapa selalu gg teges kalo sm dia.. iy sih aku emg gg tega kalo harus ninggalin dia tanpa bekas... tapi mau sampek kapan coba? hmmm..
sampe kadang2 aku berdoa supaya dia cepet dapet penggantiku. jahat gg sih ? :'( ya gimana dooong? udh cb belajar syg lagi sama dia tp tetep aja gg bs..
sayangnya udh sama beda orang... dan itu jg bukan salahku kali yaaaa... khan waktu itu aku tau kl dia mainan cewek. terus mas itu dateng.. sekarang sapa yg salah cb? halah embo tha...

tuh khan diliat2 blog ku ni ababil pek sumpah bhahahhhahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
tapi biariiiiiinnn gg ada yg tauu.. cm aku , 3 temenku, dan Tuhan yg tau :p

Silly but Lovely

~Pretty Boy~

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boyI love youLike I never ever loved no one before youPretty pretty boy you're mineJust tell me you love me too Oh my pretty pretty boy I need youOh my pretty pretty boy I do Let me inside Make me stay Right beside you

I used to write your name
I'll put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
 
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mineTo reach out for you in time 

Oh my pretty pretty boy
I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy you're mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay
Right beside you

:')

My Mr.Incredible = My silly DPRSP

Mas ini selalu bikin ketawa... pokoknya even at my worst, i'm always BEST with him :')

padahal awalnya cuma ngefans gara2 liat dia main basket hehehehe :p dan waktu itu juga aku masih ada cowok jadi yaaaaa gg terlalu merhatiin lah yaaa...

Tapiiii tapiii tapiii...

sekitar awal desember 2010 , dia nyapa duluan di fb . pertamanya sih nanyain kpp 

bhahahahahahahaha (tuh khan cerita aja udh bkin nggegek !) 

ya karena aku udh punya cowok, aq jawabnya biasa aja . asal jawab . parahnya lagi, awalnya aku malah gg ngerti kalo 'dia' itu dia.. coba kalo di gg tanya kpp pasti gg tak bales soalnya gg ngerti hyahahahahahahaha

naaahhh.. abis itu dia jadi sering nyapaa.. cerita2... unyu ! 

nah pas nya lagi, waktu aku dikadalin sama cowokkuuu,, ehh si dia dateng menghiburrkuuu.. terjadilah aku makin ngefans yaaaaaaaa -_____-" secara udh tinggi, ganteng, pinter basket, pinter drum, baik hati, lucu.... sapa yg gg mau. hehe :p

Setelah beberapa kali chat, dan setelah aku sadar betapa begonya aku dikadalin terus sama cowokku... kita jd tmbh deket... he's always there for me. he really made my days ! 

and you know what ...

kenapa nama blogku nyil.unyil ????

soalnya dia panggil aku unyiiillllllll :D hahahahahahahahahaha (sumpah ini lama2 kyk blognya ank kelas 3 SMP yg lagi jatuh c****a. biarin ah gg ada yg tau juga haha)

selalu di tiap akhir chat , dia bilang 'jgn kangen ya unyiill. aku off dulu' .. biasa aja sih.. tapi it means everything for me :'(  I MISS HIM TERRIBLY

menurutku ini percakapan terdodol sedunia.. udh tau kelasnya bisa diliat di SIM Akademik.. dy jg pake leppy , kenapa minta aku yg bukain ? -____-" aku juga hahok... ngapain nurut beneran ngeliatin di SIAKAD.

lak dodol hahahahahahahahahahhaha (ngguyu lagi)

selalu minta dimasakin .. udh gitu minta nya mesti sphagetti -____-"

DAMN I MISS HIM SO MUCH MORE :'"(

but now...................................................

i don't know why............................. buat nyapa aku aja susahnya setengah mati..

God, bring him back to me. Please :(

ini daritadi air mata udah banjir aja .. Ya Allah.. i think i'm ADDICT and he's the only one who can save me.

Ya udah lah yaaaa... capeeekkkk :( 

pengen kyk dulu lagi... 

horeee dibikinin blog sama autis \=D/

haloooo semuanyaaa... aku ines.. anak arsitek ITS .. angkatan 2009..
(eh tapi gg ada yang tanyak ya?) -_______________-"
haha..

sekarang lagi kuliah CAAD.. tau gg sih.. dosennya yang ngajar lhoo unyu unyuu.. pipinya lho kayak bakpao.. tapi ganteng kok.. hahahahahahahaahahahahahhiyek..

sumpah demi apa yaaa ini pelajaran nomer dua yang paling bikin gg nafsu idup setelah Perancangan Arsitektur.
cobaaaa aja kalo yang ngajar tinggi , kurus, ganteng, rambutnya agak acak2an dikit ,mirip2 edward cullen gt lah. pasti langsung semangat... (semangat liat dosennya) hehe

ya udah yaa... gg baik nyampah di blog banyak2.. mau nguli (kuliah) dulu. okeeyy? chaauuuu :*