he comes again :")

okay. what should i say now? i just too much much much excited. :3
It begins when.......

Yesterday, I really don't know why I want to turn my facebook online. It's unusually.

It's 1.30 am wheeeeeennnnn...
PING !!
there's a message for me.. I don't really care because I think it was from the boys who always chat me.
But wait, what the hell is wrong with it? It says "Dwi message you"
Dwi????? Which Dwi?????? God...
I try to not give too much expectation with it. There's could be Dwi Andika, Dwi Raharja, Dwi Putra, and more..
But...
Oh my God ! NO ! It was him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's my "Dwi Pudji" :""""""))))))))))
You can imagine how "sunshiny" i am hahahhaha
 

 

hahahaha... he still calls me with "nyil" :)
Then,

 

hmm.. he's always make me to think hard about the next question I've to ask him hhrrgghh !!!
Then, I think I have to apologize to him...about.... bbm ! I've deleted his contact :(
But you know ?? It's damn fucking hard. The hardest thing I've to do....
I write and arrange the sentences - delete it - write and rearrange - delete - write again - delete again - over and over..... until I push the enter button *okay.kill me now (-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩__-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩-̩̩)

huuuufffhhh... slow downn.. take a deep breath...

Okay. one more. One more my stupidity ... cekidot

yaaayaayaaaa... that's our small stupid conversation hahahaha..
But, I think it's the one and only my serious conversation with him. I never feel like this before..
Hmm but yeaaaa.. like usually , I like it...
he still make it pretty awesome when he reminds me to have a good time of sleep. I realize.... he doesn't change. NEVER . It's only my mind that makes him look like he's change.. :")

I love him still. whole-hearted <3
:"""")

me plus you

5 July 2011

God, it has been 2 months.......... but still, i can't forget him...
he's too sweet to forget i think hehehe :)
DWI
what else can I expect from you boy??
but whyyyyyyyyyy why are u still runnin spinnin in my head ?
DWI
maybe it's just my imagination...
maybe it's only my dream . yeeeaaa imma  "overconfident" person maybe.. maybe..........
DWI
don't you know....
don't you know how much desperately i'm missing you :(
how much i miss the time we laugh together..........
how much i miss you boost up my mood every night.. everytime you call me "unyil" , "adek kecil" . you know? So many people just call me like that, but i don't know why it sounds so damn special from ur lips...
Hahaha , i just remembered when you call me "unyil" in front of ur friends, and they just look like "hey, are you okay dwi?  do you know her before?"
God , please I can't stand of this too long :"(

DWI
don't you know how much it hurts when my friend just tell me that she has been bbm-ing with you..........
you know how it feels??????
that's the MOST PAINFUL feeling I've ever feel.
sometimes i'm tired using my poker face.
but what else can I do besides showing my smile and hiding all these pain deep inside my heart?
yeeeaaaa you know it's like.......... i wanna punch my friend everytime she tells me that she'd already bbm-ing with you. but ya ya yaaaaaaaaa.... i can't do that -______________-" she's my bestfriend still... and i know she won't like you. buuutttttttt...................................... :""""(((((((((((((((((((((((
you're such a good guy. what if.........................................
what if my friend leave her bf and just turn into you? :""""((((((
like i did when i leave my bf for you

DWI DWI DWI
i love you. how can I tell you that I miss you like crazy.....

DWIIIIIIIIIIIII
where are you :"(